Winding Paths

Bar in MuseumsQuartier, Wien – 12/03/2020

strange the things one finds inside their navel
curt, frazzled end of unending long string
I haul out yard on yard, not able
to match the end in hand as it's shaking

curt, frazzled end of unending long string
ragged naval, blueish, almost azure
to match the end in hand as it's shaking
I must dig deeper, that much is for sure

ragged naval, blueish, almost azure
tether myself Theseus wrapped 'round chair
I must dig deeper, that much is for sure
stretch my navel wider, peer in and glare

tether myself Theseus wrapped 'round chair
inch questing hands into skin-scented black
stretch my navel wider, peer in and glare
forearms swathed as I writhe into my crack

inch questing hands into skin-scented black
head slurped greedy into cavernous mire
forearms swathed as I writhe into my crack
waist gobbled whole, path back spins thinning wire

head slurped greedy into cavernous mire
peach-fuzz light blooms, shingly antre looms
waist gobbled whole, path back spins thinning wire
tilling gaze unearths channels who mushroom

peach-fuzz light blooms, shingly antre looms
hello echoes louder than I did squeak
tilling gaze unearths channels who mushroom
each path dollies as wandering I peek

hello echoes louder than I did squeak
chamber walls breathe, expand 'til space pitch-black
each path dollies as wandering I peek
chamber walls breathe, contract 'til vacuum packed

chamber walls breathe, expand 'til space pitch-black
guiding cord nowhere in sight, nerves shreds
chamber walls breathe, contract 'til vacuum packed
teeth itch, flee down nearest stony ingress

guiding cord nowhere in sight, nerves shred
closing sides break body to crawl afresh
teeth itch, flee down nearest stony ingress
rock-sewn borders give way to lithe taut flesh

closing sides break body to crawl afresh
pin-hole starlight flashes from out the void
rock-sewn borders give way to lithe taut flesh
poor form warped and drawn, rendered man uncoiled

pin-hole starlight flashes from out the void
point shimmers to blaze, no other senses
poor form warped and drawn, rendered man uncoiled
what have I become - weeping throat-burned laments

point shimmers to blaze, no other senses
fingers meet ridge lip, no more can heart bare
what have I become - weeping throat-burned laments
eyes meet that bluish string wrapped 'round my chair

fingers meet ridge lip, no more can heart bare
I crawl out my left eye, shake stuck head free
eyes see that bluish string wrapped 'round my chair
to pull serpentine wriggling beneath

I crawl out my left eye, shake stuck head free
I haul out yard on yard, not able
to pull serpentine wriggling beneath
strange the things one finds inside their navel.

This piece was written in August 2020. Lot’s Wife accepted this piece for their print 5th Edition, 2020. ‘Winding Paths’ is a traditional pantoum. The subject matter is inspired by the superb and disturbing short comic ‘The Enigma of Amigara Fault‘ by Junji Ito, as well as his collected series ‘Umuzaki’. His whole body of work is incredible – please consider supporting him by buying his work.